For the moment when I'd see my Betito again, even though I knew it would only be while I was sleeping. Last night almost 3yrs later from you going to heaven, you were in my dream. I saw you sitting by the edge of the bed, wearing your slacks and your little hat that you always wore. You looked at me and smiled ;) My heart ached, I wanted to run to you, hug you, kiss you, and be with you. I sat by your side and you leaned on me without saying a word, you put your head on my lap and as I ran my fingers through your white hair I hugged you tightly and started crying uncontrollably. You held my hand tightly and time stood still.
I woke up crying and screaming with the biggest hole in my heart because you were sad in my dream.