Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I've been waiting...

For the moment when I'd see my Betito again, even though I knew it would only be while I was sleeping. Last night almost 3yrs later from you going to heaven, you were in my dream. I saw you sitting by the edge of the bed, wearing your slacks and your little hat that you always wore. You looked at me and smiled ;) My heart ached, I wanted to run to you, hug you, kiss you, and be with you. I sat by your side and you leaned on me without saying a word, you put your head on my lap and as I ran my fingers through your white hair I hugged you tightly and started crying uncontrollably. You held my hand tightly and time stood still.

I woke up crying and screaming with the biggest hole in my heart because you were sad in my dream.

5 comments:

  1. Oh Kary you got some tears out of me! Surely you will see him again when it's time to met our Lord and Creator! Big hugs and kisses your way!

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  2. Ohh Kary :( I hope you will see him again one day! My thoughts,prayers and hugs are with you xx

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  3. dearest kary, you will one day see him again smiling and laughing.

    my love, thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  4. This broke my heart :( I just want to soothe your sadness my love! I am happy you got to see his smile again. Take comfort that it will not be the last time you see his smile either! I agree with Elaine, one day you will once again see him smiling and laughing. Sending you big, big hugs and kisses! I am here for you anytime you need to talk. I love you!

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  5. oh kary, i want to run to you and hug you!!! i can just picture your sweet Betito in his hat. Don't worry amore, he's with my granddaddy in heaven! i know it.

    love you sweet sweet girl

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